THURSDAY

John 21:1-19 (especially 15-19)

Yesterday, we noticed that John’s description of walking in the light includes words of hope and encouragement for those who lose their footing along the way. Two of those who lost their footing in significant ways towards the end of Jesus’ earthly ministry were Judas and Peter. Judas, in a very calculated and intentional way—and in the darkness he immersed himself—ultimately took his own life in despair. Peter, whose general lack of self-awareness resulted in him denying he knew who Jesus was (something that Jesus had predicted ahead of time, but which Peter had ignored), found his way back. We can only imagine how devastating this was for Peter, knowing that he had failed in that moment. But somehow Peter still managed to not let go of Jesus, who clearly had not let go of him either. Peter also managed to stay connected with the other disciples, and they with him, illustrating the importance of community during such times. In today’s passage, a scene that took place many days after the resurrection but before Jesus ascended back to heaven, we get a glimpse of Peter’s journey as Jesus helps him find his feet again. In that, we get a glimpse of how we might do the same should we find ourselves in a similar place. It can be helpful to know that failure is not a disqualification. It is certainly not required, but it is anticipated, and provisions are in place if needed. As you read and reflect on the passage, consider the following:

• As you notice how Jesus invites the formerly self-confident Peter to reflect upon and reaffirm his love for Jesus, what do you notice about his responses this time as compared to his confident assertions before (see John 13:36-38)?

• Do you think it was helpful to both Peter and the other disciples to go over that ground again? Why or why not?

• Some Bible students point out that in the Greek, the first two times Jesus asks Peter the question, the word for the highest form of love (agape) is used, but the third time, the word for friendship (phileo) is used—which is the word Peter also uses in all his responses. Do you think the hurt that Peter was feeling was because the question was asked three times, or because the third time, Jesus asked Peter to affirm even his friendship? What significance do you think this might have?

• After Peter responded to each question, Jesus responded with an invitation for Peter to take up the task of caring for people once again. Do you think there is a connection between honest self-assessment and being able to care for others well? Explain.

• As you reflect on this scene, what parts of it speak the most poignantly to you? What glimpses of God, love, and grace do you find here?

Take a few moments to share your reflections with God in prayer.